Finally I realized that you never love me.
Maybe, maybe I hoped a little bit that he loved me somewhere in his mind.
Not maybe. I totally hoped.
but you know as he said, he never.
So what? How come? Then what were that memories?
I didn't know or even understand his feeling.
I hope this grief gonna be anger.
but then, when it turn to be anger, how do I discribe that? How should I tell it to him????????
I can't because I can't find the man who I love more than him NOW.
Its easy that there is the man.
Things never work well as I expect.
Anyway maybe I can give up him because there are no future between him and I.
And I have to tell him with some way...........................